Category: journal

Here is a picture of my recent trip to the opthalmologist.  I wasn’t able to blog or surf the net as much due to my eye irritation.  It turns out I got “sore eyes” and I was recommended to take a week off from work.  At least I can rest at home and maybe catch up with blogging.

Wanna  hear me sing! 🙂 I mean, actually sing?

This is no joke, though I hope you don’t laugh as much after you hear this.

Just a special gift for all my viewers and visitors, you can hear me sing a song.  Just CLICK HERE

I’m not the kind of person who is always pleasant, smiling, ever friendly and saintly with a halo on her head.  Nope, if you’re looking for someone like that, you’re not talking to the right person. 

That doesn’t mean that I’m bad, that I don’t smile and that I couldn’t be warm.  I am warm and sympathetic most of the time, and I have a good smile that could really brighten up your day.  But what I’m saying is that I’m not always like that.  There are times when I get upset, when I cry, when I get frustrated and sick and angry for things I couldn’t understand.

Times like that come, times such as today.  Today is not my day, I feel terrible, even miserable that I wanted to go home and just hide inside my cave.  I don’t know, I must have exhausted my energy.  I must have had too much.  I need to rest and get recharged.  I just need to vent out all of these negative energies. 

There are certain things we don’t want, things we detest, and I guess there’s nothing wrong with acknowledging our feelings about them.  Whenever we recognize the things we don’t want, we get a clearer vision of the things we truly want in our life.  In a certain way, we let go of the façade of being happy where we are not happy. 

I’m sorry to those who expect an inspirational post for today, but sometimes, I just want to be truthful rather than play the saint that I am not.  Thanks for dropping by.  There will be a better day.