Once we see how horrible evil really is, we’d be horrified! We’d be repulsed so much that we wouldn’t want to have anything to do with it. The problem is that evil wears a mask. Unless we take it off, we remain blind, we fail to see what evil really looks like, and we continue to be deceived.
Does evil really ever leave or is it just a lie we tell ourselves to feel forgiven? It’s like a mask we wear in pretense of looking into a mirror or the eyes of someone we love. At least that’s how it feels sometimes.